Yeah, it's jerik

Who says we can't dance?

2009-06-23T14:44:00.001-07:00

Try JibJab Sendables® eCards today!

With time

2009-05-25T18:14:00.000-07:00

Comes running....

Or walking, cause that's pretty much what we did.

The 24 hour relay was a challenge for teams to complete. The point was a walking/running relay that lasted for 24 hours. Each member had to complete a mile before they can relay to the next teammate.

I sooo got the moves down

View the rest of the photos:
http://flickr.com/jerikfernandez

Ties

2009-05-18T06:38:00.000-07:00

Friendship has to be one of the strongest bonds known to mankind. It even beats those of what you learned in your physics class. Having a great friendship can be one of those life preserves you need when your drowning in the stress and conflicts of every day life.

The word friendship might not be able to be described through words.

These two can definitely show you however.

I smoke, I drank, I jerk

2009-04-25T17:52:00.000-07:00

Dug from the grave, I finally update again.

Election week at school for our ASB Leadership candidates.

Congrats to Marie, Janelle, and Mae. You guys will sure make a great team next year.

I will be applying for SLZ HISTORIAN (Photographer). Hopefully I have what it takes to step up to that position. Thank you Timmy for the advice given.

CST testing next week, whatta drag.

I have a date set to my trip back to New Jersey. I will be setting foot back home July 11, and heading back here 3rd week of August.

Oh and I finally made a twitter. http://twitter.com/yeahitsjerik

Enjoy. Was too lazy to use photoshop

oh, she's that chick

To my loving Tita

2009-04-09T20:06:00.000-07:00

First, I would like to say thank you. Since the day I was born, you were there for me. You were the one to teach me how to walk, how to ride a bike, and how to survive in this cruel world. You would always tell me how much you loved me, and how I was the son you never had, thank you. 3 years ago, my family had nowhere to go. You welcomed us into your home. You gave us a roof over our heads. You never hesitated to get me whatever I wanted. Time passed and you grew sicker and sicker. You even had to leave the store, the one thing you were most passionate about. Having to look at you being paralyzed from the waste down, not being able to see the energetic side of you anymore hurt the most. Even though you were in such a condition, you never forgot about your 5 siblings, especially my father. After seeing you lying there, motionless, it was one of the hardest things I've ever had to watch. Then having to see my dad cry, for the first time in years, it broke my heart.

Now I'm in your empty house, the house that I've grown to love, and stare at your empty room. All I can do is remember.

You are my second mother. I love you mom.

Your in a better place now mama.
Mahal na mahal kita po. Nasa dios kana. Hindi ako mag kalimuntan yung sabihin mo sa akin. Salamat po, mag tutulog kalang. Mag "hello" ikaw sa Lolo sa akin please.

RIP.

Thank you

2009-04-04T10:11:00.000-07:00

I'd also like to thank blogger too. Wether this blog was private or public, it never really mattered to me but being able to document basically my whole freshman year through this site has gotten me really juiced. I know I haven't been posting lately, but I'll be sure to update asap. I'd just like to say thanks for the supporters and those who come up to me with "I check your blog every day". It's nice to even know someones interested in what I have to show or say. I know after I post this I'm gonna have like 20 more views to go, but thank you for getting me my...

Have a great day everyone, be easy.

And happy one year to you, I'm glad everything worked out. Though you will always be that person, through everything. As long as I live you will be the one who has marked my heart with your stamp. Thank you.

It's a bird

2009-03-24T20:43:00.000-07:00

it's a plane....

EDIT-------

No, just the "Superhero Sophomores". SLZ's second day of Spirit Week revolved around the theme of superheroes. Woke up a bit earlier to catch some shots of the Sophomore morning honk, I gotta admit, they were killin it.

I was part of the lunchtime game representing the Freshman class.

Game objective: Each class had their own team of superheroes, the "Braniac", the "Bottomless Pit", the "Hulk" and a victim. It was pretty much a relay, in which we had to save our victim to win.

Braniac: Had to solve a sheet of math problems, after that, tags bottomless pit.

Bottomless Pit: Eats a whole mess of chocolate and a glass of milk. I didn't exactly see how much they had to eat, but there was a shitload.

Hulk: This was the part I had to play. The Hulk of the team had to rip off the ductape and caution tape that tied the victim to a chair. After we had done so, we drag our victim back to our starting line.

FRESHMAN SUPERHERO TEAM GOT 2ND. I was pretty proud of how we did.

Looking forward to the rest of the week.

Enjoy

Critically Acclaimed

2009-03-23T23:05:00.000-07:00

Today was the start of SLZ's "Spirit Week".

All us Freshmans woke up early for the Morning Honk.
Then off to the lunchtime games.

Freshman out of committee, come and support your FRESHMAN CLASS! REMEMBER TO BUY YOUR DANCE TICKETS FROM 2012 MEMBERS. OUR LAST DANCE IS ON FRIDAY, SO COME ENJOY YOUR LAST DANCE AS A FRESHMAN AT SLZ!

Enjoy.

My first shot at a photoshoot. Marie is pretty. :D

HANDSUPPANTZDOWN

2009-03-19T21:04:00.000-07:00

I've been living like a caveman for the past 3 days. No internet. Just me, my room, and a foil ball.

I finally have cable again, I've been able to live without TV for the passed 2 years now. It's nice to be entertained in some other way though.

Worknights worknights worknights

TO MY FELLOW FRESHMAN CLASS, IF YOUR PLANNING TO BUY A TICKET FOR OUR SPIRIT WEEK DANCE, ONLY BUY FROM YOUR FRESHMAN CLASSMATES. TICKETS ARE $5 AND YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO PURCHASE AT THE SBO.

NOTE:BUY YOUR FRESHMAN SHIRTS AT THE SBO TO WEAR FOR THE MORNING HONK ON MONDAY! THIS GETS US POINTS POINTS POINTS! COME OUT MONDAY AND SUPPORT YOUR CLASS!

School has had late starts. Worknights. lataaaa.
x DOPEsauce (9:11:31 PM): o hai mae.

Sugar

2009-03-15T15:31:00.001-07:00

we're going down...

I really haven't been this bored for a while now. Maybe it's the fact that my lazy ass is sitting in front of the computer staring at the "Blogger Create Post" window. Being this bored is making everything else irritating. Like the stupid noises computers make, you know the sound, like the retarded burping noises it does, or the really loud vacuum blow. Having it take a half an hour to edit 15 pictures annoyed me as well. I could be doing something else. My mind wants me to do something else, though my body refuses, and I believe that's a problem.

Things I could be doing right now?
1. Making lists of other things that can help me either than making lists of things I could be doing instead.
2. Cleaning my room, my room is rarely messy, but when it does it annoys me. Now it's just a huge mess I end up staring at.
3. My homework. Ok I lied, I don't have homework this weekend. Which is a first, so maybe that's why I automatically put it on the list, and I'm too lazy to backspace anyway.
4. Exercising. I've been stuffing my face with pizza/steak fries/chips/soda for the passed 2 weeks. I highly doubt that's any good for anyones body at any age.
5.Showering. I friggen stink.
6. Talking to girls? Yeah, this one sounds a bit shallow, but I spend my days on xbox live trash talking 40-year old men still living with their mother. I think I can do better than that.
7. Enjoying this beautiful day. Even though it's not.
8. Putting the lense cap on my camera, this isn't safe, but it's too damn far.
9. Deleting useless crap on my computer. Every time it slows down on my I have a need to NFSBGHSJFGBSOAO FHBP;WSAFHB AWPIHWRPAING RPIGJT QET-Q4=T\4T-WRY.
10. Learning how to do laudry. That's right. Learning.
There are probably a billion other things I could be doing with my life right now, but no, I'd rather sit and type on a keyboard explaining to you what couldashouldawoulda.

EDIT: I should also write down Remons address for the payment. I think I'll procrastinate a bit more...

I LOVE MOTIVATIONAL PICTURES

Enjoy.

Picked up these today thanks to AutomatedHomo

Pulled out the favorite pair in my collection.

check out my flickr at flickr.com/jerikfernandez

Hi, let me re-introduce myself

2009-03-13T23:06:00.000-07:00

I Haven't updated in a bit. I guess it's the fact that there's nothing to really express through here for me for a while now. I'll try to be consistent with this for you guys that come up to me with your "Why don't you blog anymore? I read yours all the time."

I need to start losing weight, for the past 2 weeks all I've been eating is fast and junk food. I need to stop. Maybe that's what I need to give up for lent, considering the fact I haven't decided what to give up. I should give up junk food. Especially with that 24 hour relay coming up, KEVIN WHERE YOU AT WITH THEM FORMS?

I've been slackin' in school. I definitely should not be getting the grades I'm getting now. Someone tie me down and help me do my homework. Procrastination is a habbit.

To my fellow Freshman class, come out and support 2012 for SLZ Spirit Week! Though our committee is working their butts off, and doing all we can to make this happen, we still need all the help we need! ATTENTION TO ALL THOSE IN CLASS COMMITTEE:DON'T FORGET TO GET YOUR PERMISSION SLIPS SIGNED FOR THE SKIT/MUSICAL. IF YOU DON'T GET IT SIGNED, WE CAN'T DO IT. AND I'M SURE AS HELL NOT DOING IT ALONE.

I've been putting alot of "feminine" songs on my iPod lately. Alot of these songs are capable of revealing how I am as a person in terms of personality and emotion I guess. Yeah, I do think you can define people solely by the music on their iPod.

By the way, I can care less about how many views I have from you guys. It's cool enough that I know some of you even read it. I laugh at you guys who worry about your view count and if "your blogs cool enough".

I picked up my battery grip for my camera today. The hitlist for my equipment is almost done, all I need is a bag, tripod, and a remote.

The Jersey fambase are here for a few days. It's nice to get a little taste of home.

Enjoy.

The super burrito at the mexican place across the street are absolutely amazing<3

What Did I Wear Today?
Picked these up at the last dunkxchange, one of my favorite pairs in my collection.

Meet my bitch, I name her Cassandra.

I heard yu lyked low f/ stops.

I love Randilyn Magaan. :D

And of course.

2009-03-04T21:21:00.000-08:00

Love is always patient and kind
it is never jealous
love is never boastful nor conceited
it is never rude or selfish
it does not take offence neither it is resentful
love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins
but delights in the truth
it is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope
and to endure whatever comes

To you, a year ago, was this quote for.

Oh how things have changed, oh have things have changed.

DXC

2009-03-01T07:49:00.000-08:00

First DXC of 09

Woke up at 430. Got to the club at 7, and still failed at being 1st in line. We waited for 6 hours in line. Jollibee SF ftl. It was all chill though, Jeremy and I took our friend Aroyal who isn't interested in shoes at all, and he ended up enjoying himself. He even tried to help us sell our stuff, he did that the whole time and never gave up. Good to see some familiar faces that I don't get to see many times. Shoutouts to Kelly, Ron, Rolo, Mindy, Jed, Justin, Matt, Ray, Karl, Gabe, Manny, and Mark. Oh and it was my first time ever formally greeting Alyssa too. haha. DXC was full of lowballers and lookers. No one wanted to buy my Send Helps for 100. smh.

Good-
Got to see friends
Music
Steals
Shirts

Bad-
Lowballers
Lookers
Thieves
Musty Pinoys all in one room
Crowded
All sellers
Hot

Enjoy :D

Pics and Vids taken from dunksrnice.net

Too lazy to post what I got.

maybe

2009-02-26T19:11:00.000-08:00

Damn, I woulda never thought Frosh committee could work together as well as they did today. Really, the way we just put everything together were just perfect.

I just found my Bose headphones, hella bassssssssss.

Who tryna reach me at dxc? I might have my Purple Pigeons and Send Helps with me.
Hit me up if your interested.

A battery grip for $100 dollars at wal mart that fits my xti, I need to cop. Buy my shit.

Took a health survey for health class. In other words, I'm gonna die before I hit 20. o_o

yes

2009-02-25T21:18:00.000-08:00

The rain x sunny combo today was pretty bipolar. All my classes are gone through a breeze now, I am fully focused and determined to do my schoolwork and keep my grades up. Early day today, so me, Jeremy, and Brandon posted at In n Out with Marie and Margarita. Then we chilled with homie Brandon Manalo.

Today is Ash Wednesday, went to church at 7:30 with Sisley and her brother. Saw AJ and the Balatbat fam.

I will be giving up cussing for lent, as every year goes.

I tried panning today. Thanks to Jeremy for the stitching together. I used my arm as a tripod so mind the uneven-ness. Also not saved to png format. I still think it looks pretty dope.

This has been my 100th post. Blogger has been a cool way for me to document my life starting from my freshman year. I'll hope to keep up with it for I know I'd be able to look back at things and smile. Thanks for everyone who has viewed.

Catch me with Automatedhype at DXC @ City Nights Club. Be there from 6 AM.

no

2009-02-24T19:34:00.002-08:00

BLOGGING IS FOR HYPEBEASTS.

Anyone boutta be at dunkxchange? Catch me there and say wsup.

I'm gonna need a tripod.

All freshmans come out to our freshman worknights for spirit week after school in c11. We can use all the help we need. Support your class in beating the upperclassman and being the first Freshman class to win in like 10 years.

no

2009-02-24T19:34:00.001-08:00

BLOGGING IS FOR HYPEBEASTS.

kbye.

monay monay up in the air

2009-02-16T19:18:00.000-08:00

Stayed home all day today.

Played Gears of War on xbox.

Rain sucks.

Tomorrow I will cop Street Fighter IV. So see me.

I went over to Maries last night to watch the All Star Game

The All Star game last night was pretty cool. I lost 5 dollars to Marvin since I betted on the East to win.

Shaq definitely had the best night. Fool was hittin' it.

Was bored. decided to mess around with my camera again.

BONUS:
aha.

They said if you don't got no money, take yo broke a** home

2009-02-14T09:48:00.000-08:00

Sorry for so many link changes to all my blog readers.

Happy Valentines Day!
I believe Valentines day is a commercial holiday to get people to buy things for their significant others and whatnot. Though I also believe getting a giant cookie during break at school is the sweetest thing ever.

It would help if you guys can copy and paste the link instead of clicking it when I advertise on myspace, they think it's porn.

I don't really update that much anymore, this blogging thing has come so much hype it causes me to get lazy with it.

Also, Spirit Week for SLZ is coming up. We need all the freshmans we can get guys. SHOW UP TO MEETINGS SO WE CAN BEAT THE UPPERCLASSMAN. It's a game, where there's no mercy and we need to work our hardest to show we're not the immature kids at the school. OG frosh committee would appreciate if you guys would come out and help us with everything and be part of what us freshmans can do. See you at the worknights!

I have my copy pre-ordered and ready (Thanks to Margarita)

I remember playing Street Fighter games at my Kuyas house all the time. I fell in love with the concept and the simplicity of the game. Though I know nothing can beat the original 2D dynamics of the game, I'm sure IV will be in a league of its own when it releases.

Enjoy the pictures everybody. I need to work on it.

Valentine

Later guys. Thanks for viewing

Yez you

2009-02-12T20:16:00.000-08:00

Chill day.

Now I'm playing Call of Duty with Ian (ianvoyo.blogspot.com)

Hit me up on xbox live urinetrouble69.

I needa find a way to make some Valentines day presents.

Hello again

2009-02-08T18:46:00.000-08:00

My internet got cut off, so sorry to all my blog readers. I've been playing with foil and fire this passed weekend without internet. By far the worst weekend ever.

I got my xbox back. So whoever wants to get murked on cod4 or halo3, hit up urinetrouble69.

Enjoy everyone.

New link

2009-02-02T18:34:00.000-08:00

Had a problem with the old link

the new URL for "yeahitsjerik.blogspot.com" will be "yeahhitsjerik.blogspot.com"

IT HAS 2 H's in "yeahh" now.

GOT THAT?

those of you who have me on their blog list, can you guys switch the url correctly please and thank you.

Interesting read.
Top 5 statistics for Marijuana.
1. Forty percent of smokers were planning to write their congressman to legalize marijuana, but instead they used the paper to roll joints.

2. Smoking one marijuana cigarette increases the tar in the lungs about four times more than one filtered tobacco cigarette. Smoking five marijuana cigarettes increases the size of a person's hands to "like, so big, man. Whoa."

3. The ability to drive a motor vehicle becomes reduced 100 percent after smoking a marijuana cigarette, because the user becomes too distracted by the "shininess" of the keys to use them.

4. Smoking grass on the Quad is only legal if it's real grass, which has been proven to be worse for your health in the long run. What a country!

5. Recent studies into marijuana have proven that people do not lose brain cells while smoking. Instead, the tests have shown that what you do lose is sour cream and onion chips with dip, beef jerky, peanut butter, Haagen-Dazs ice cream bars, some popcorn, red popcorn, graham crackers, graham crackers with marshmallows, the little marshmallows and little chocolate bars to make s'mores. Also, celery, grape jelly, Cap'n Crunch with the little Crunch Berries, pizzas, two big pizzas with everything on 'em, water, whole lotta water and Funyons.

My weed is all purple, my crack is all white

2009-01-31T18:32:00.001-08:00

Went to Wal Mart to do a meetup.
Then I had some Pho.

Phở (pronounced [fɤ̂] Pho.ogg listen (help·info) in Vietnamese; in English, written pho and typically pronounced /ˈfʌ/[1]) is a traditional Vietnamese thinly sliced meat and rice-noodle soup dish.

AKA the best thing ever invented.

What did I wear today?

Wait, what?

She's a fucking cool kid<3333 I love her. :D

Grails part 2

2009-01-31T09:12:00.000-08:00

Copped

Chilled with Michelle and Ian yesterday at tapex. Turns out the guy I was doing a deal with knew people I knew and whatnot.

Hello there Samantha.

The realization that the past is not the present nor future. Time to build the bridge and get over it. New clean slate, new beginnings, and new endings.

Dear lord,
Forgive me for the sins I have commited, for I am sorry. Guide me through my days and give me the strength I need to get through this world and be with you in eternal glory.

He is our savior, and I have found him.

Later guys.

WAT

2009-01-29T18:45:00.000-08:00

WAT

Tell me where our time went

2009-01-26T18:49:00.000-08:00

and if it was time well spent

New schedules today. I woke up early cause I knew there was gonna be a long line to get them. I got a lot of new people in my classes. My 1st block Algebra B class is really quiet. My 2nd block has 20+ more people, and for the first time Randilyn is in one of my classes =D. New class for 3rd block, video production.....snooze class. 4th block isn't OG anymore.

WDYWT?
Beaters to school

Fuckin around. I need to clean my bathroom mirror.

I kinda like this one.

++++++++++++++++BONUS++++++++++++++++ lawl

I really like this song haha.

sj

2009-01-24T19:21:00.000-08:00

Jeremy tells me last minute he's going to San Jose with Zalo and Ronald. We picked up Justin, Jed, Rolo, Mindy, and Plucks on the way there. Chilled around downtown SJ. Posted at Purist, Azuki, Circle A, and La Vic's. Orange sauce lives up to the hype.

Decided to go to Golfland in Milpitas. Tuned up playing MVC2, Initial D ver 3/4, and a little Maximum Tune.

Oh and, a few days ago.<3

--------------PICS WILL BE TAKEN FROM http://automatedhype.blogspot.com----------------

Top 5 games of my generation.

5. Tony Hawk Series
That OG 1-4. Not that gay new shit.

4.Power Stone 1-2

3.Megaman FUCKIN legends.

2.James Bond "Golden Eye"

1.Crazy Taxi
The best game I've played. Most addicting game play ever.

Party and bullshit

2009-01-19T20:12:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, went to go paint Michelle's house. First time actually meeting her, we've been talking for a while now. I love you! =)

Painted w/ Jeremy, he was mad cause he got paint on his jeans.

Pictures credited to Jeremy aka AutomatedHype
Pics werent saved to png. format. so sorry for the quality -_-
Make sure to visit

Today, saw "Notorious". It was way better than I expected, it really captured how BIG's life was in every detail. Pac looked like fucking Ja-Rule

WDYWT
again

In honor of "Notorious"

Tomorrow is a day to that's gonna be in our kids, grand kids, great grand kids history books. A few months ago the United States chose a new leader. This leader isn't the usual face America is used to seeing. I'm 15, and I'm glad I get to live through this moment that our country has looked passed that race/color barrier. Tomorrow represents the phrase "anything is possible".

QFT
Videogmaddict94 (8:26:51 PM): help kill AUTOMATED HYPES

Introduction

2009-01-17T19:35:00.000-08:00

She made my day :D

Skittles commercial. I just saw this today. He's speaking tagalog LOLOLOL

I watched tennis conditioning yesterday. Pretty interesting, the way the practice went really focused on what the guys could do as a team, and working together is just as important as playing for yourself.

A drill that caught my eye.
The team had to hold hands in the line. The front would be the eyes of the team, kinda like its head, and he had to pass down the message through the whole body of the line to make sure everyone knows where they're going. Each took turns of being the head until there was no more left.

Freshman team win yet again. It's kinda weird, I know almost all of the team, and I never really noticed how good they really are. They're nearly impossible to stop as a team.

Donica's interpretation of Alec?

is cooler than myspace

Went to Valley Fair today. Picked up some 511s and a full stomach. Then chilled with Alec after.

WDYWT?

Lilly
squeeakky (10:05:25 PM): addicted
yeah its jerik (10:05:29 PM): drugs
squeeakky (10:05:36 PM): addicted
yeah its jerik (10:05:37 PM): sex
squeeakky (10:05:46 PM): addicted
yeah its jerik (10:05:47 PM): what hit me in the face last night
squeeakky (10:05:52 PM): adicted
squeeakky (10:05:54 PM): hahahahahah
squeeakky (10:05:55 PM): eww !

Jeremy
yeah its jerik (10:03:46 PM): drugs
x DOPEsauce (10:03:50 PM): addicted
yeah its jerik (10:03:52 PM): sex
x DOPEsauce (10:03:54 PM): addicted
yeah its jerik (10:03:58 PM): what hit me in the face last night
x DOPEsauce (10:04:03 PM): wait
x DOPEsauce (10:04:06 PM): what the fuck is that
x DOPEsauce (10:04:07 PM): NO

Isolated

2009-01-12T20:31:00.000-08:00

I feel more alone nowadays.

It's amazing how people can just disappear. Like some sort of magic show, though most times they never re-appear. That's what scares me about this show, this show called life.

I was bored. I was in a singing mood, so I decided to cover a song that I loved back in like the 5th grade. Yeah, I know I'm a horrible singer. Just felt like doing this though, and besides the fact someone told me too. :D

So Sick-Ne-yo. Enjoy.

orly eric!?
yeah its jerik (8:48:54 PM): aye wanna hear a joke?
ericxthexazn (8:48:57 PM): yes
yeah its jerik (8:48:59 PM): vagina
yeah its jerik (8:49:00 PM): -.-
ericxthexazn (8:49:06 PM): LOL
yeah its jerik (8:49:09 PM): do you get it?
ericxthexazn (8:49:12 PM): no
yeah its jerik (8:49:14 PM): and you never will
yeah its jerik (8:49:15 PM): .....

Paid for days

2009-01-11T15:55:00.000-08:00

I'm always broke now.
I'm mad.
Though I understand that money isn't the world.
But the world is falling apart cause of money.

It really bothers me, how things never change.

A few years back.
Oh man

i got a new avy
=D

TO0FRESH28 (4:15:16 PM): MANNY LIKES DONKEY CAWK

Epilogue

2009-01-10T10:45:00.000-08:00

SLZ rally.
Then chilled after school.

I honestly do not know what makes me happy anymore..

John skate.

The End

2009-01-08T22:05:00.000-08:00

I'm highly diSappointed that I was not able to hang out with Michelle today :(

School is different.

Marie just has THAT FACE. I don't know haha

Grails. Officially Retired.

For Sale

Anthracite VIII VVVVVNDS worn 1x
sz 10
bin:$100

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Playoff VIII vvvvvnds worn 3x
sz 10
bin:$120

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Vans x Perf worn 0x by me. ? by owner
bin:$50

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Aqua VIII VVVNDS worn 3x
sz 8
bin:$110

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Metallic V VVVNDS. Worn 1x by me. ? by previous owner
Little yellowing
sz 8
bin:$90

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Bred 1s VVVVNDS. Only flaw HEELDRAG
sz 10
bin:220
h/o:200

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Hawaii SB nds. Straps cut.
sz 9.5

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Chapter 21

2009-01-06T19:48:00.000-08:00

The way things are at school frustrates me.

Procrastination is a type of behavior which is characterized by deferment of actions or tasks to a later time. Psychologists often cite procrastination as a mechanism for coping with the anxiety associated with starting or completing any task or decision. [1] Psychology researchers also have three criteria they use to categorize procrastination. They believe that procrastination must be counterproductive, needless, and delaying.

I should be doing homework.
I also should stop being so careless and selfish.

Mistakes are golden in life, without it, there would never be anything to learn from.

Enjoy. Not a lot today.

Chapter 10

2009-01-05T19:22:00.000-08:00

Boredom has been defined by C. D. Fisher in terms of its central psychological processes: “an unpleasant, transient affective state in which the individual feels a pervasive lack of interest in and difficulty concentrating on the current activity.”[3] M. R. Leary and others define boredom similarly, and somewhat more succinctly, as “an affective experience associated with cognitive attentional processes.”[4] These definitions make it clear that boredom arises not from a lack of things to do but from the inability to latch onto any specific activity. Nothing engages us, despite an often profound desire for engagement.

I miss childhood.
I miss the 90s.
Things are just so much simpler when your younger.
Ignorance to the world is what I miss the most.
When all that would worry me was what I would have for lunch or if I brought my pillow for naptime or not.

Oh how I miss these days....

You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
You just cant resist finishing this... "Iiiiiiin west philladelphia born and raised..."
You remember TGIF on ABC and wouldnt miss it
Down down baby down down the roller coster sweet sweet baby Ill never let you go..chimie chie cocoa puffs chimmie chimmie rock, chimmie chimiie cocoa puffs chimmie chimmie rock.....
You remember when Kurt Cobain, 2Pac, River Phoenix, and Selena died.
You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House"
You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
You begged for some GAK, and when you got that they came out with scented GAK, and when you got that they came out with funny scented GAK.....
You remember reading "Goosebumps"
You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
You danced to "Wannabe" by the Spice Girls, Females: had a new motto, Males: got a whole lot ***-er. (so tell me what you want, what you really really want.)
You remember the craze, then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books.....
You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence...Not...
You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record "Your FAVORITE song of ALL time"....with a tape recorder held up to the radio
Where in the world is Carmen San Diego? was both a game and a TV game show.
Captain Planet.
You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green Ranger were meant to be together. (this was meant for young 80s children)
When playing power rangers with friends you fought over who got to be who............and still all ended up being Tommy.
You remember when super nintendo's became popular.
You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos... but never taped anything funny.
You remember watching home alone 1, 2 , and 3........and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders"
"I've fallen and I can't get up"You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates
Two words... Trapper Keeper.
"Miss Mary Mack, Mack, Mack, all dressed in black, black, black, with silver buttons, buttons, buttons, all down her back, back, back" SHE ASKED HER MOTHER MOTHER MOTHER FOR FIFTY CENTS CENTS CENTS TO SEE THE ELEPHANTS PHANTS PHANTS JUMP OVER THE FENCE THE FENCE THE FENCE
he jumped so high high high he touched the sky sky sky and he didnt come back back back til the forth of july ly ly he jumped so low ow ow he stubbed his toe toe toe and thats the end end end of the elephants show show show
You remember boom boxes vs. cd players
Writing M.A.S.H. notes.
You remember New Kids on The Block when they were cool
You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell"
You played and/or collected "Pogs"
You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere
You watched the original Care Bears, My Little Pony, and Ninja Turtles
Yikes pencils and erasers were the stuff!
All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.(pencils.notebooks.binders.etc.)
You remember when the new Beanie Babies and talking Elmo were always sold out.
You used to wear those stick on earings, not only on your ears, but at the corners of your eyes.
You remember a time before the WB.
You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"
You know the Macarena by heart.
"Talk to the hand" ... enough said
You always said, "Then why don't you marry it!"
When we were younger:
Before the MySpace frenzy...
Before the Internet & text messaging...
Before Sidekicks & iPods...
Before MIKE JONES...
Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX...
...Back when you put off the 5 hours of homework you had every night.
When light up sneakers were cool.
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.
When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.
When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie.
When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans.
When 2Pac and Biggie where alive.
When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.

Shows I missed?

What Did I Wear Today?

All you sucka MC's know you can't out step me

2009-01-04T19:52:00.000-08:00

New year, fresh start. Dreadful school tomorrow yet again, though it won't be the same this time. No hi, no goodbye. I gave some thought to transferring to James Logan High, but I think I'll just stay.

No matter what you lose, always stay resilient, resiliency is the key in that journey to happiness.

I went to Stoneridge a few days ago, I love rain.

Picked up

I thought that it would be a neat idea to take a self portrait of myself every day for 2009.
Photo 1 in the books

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Went to St Johns alone today. Chilled with Zaira and Aroyal.

What did I wear today?

08, I will never forget you

2009-01-02T15:52:00.000-08:00

Lets recap the year shall we?

Before I post, SUPPORT THE EAST IN THE ISS SNEAKER BATTLE!
http://www.solecollector.com/forums/east-coast-vs-west-coast-sneaker-battle-t858668-315.html

Now I know, you let me go

I'm most likely gonna transfer to Logan. So some of you who aren't really fond of me, I guess I'm gone.

ALL LOVE, HAVE A GOOD 09

Chapter 9

2008-12-31T12:05:00.000-08:00

Looking back, the year 2008 was the best year of my life really. I had many firsts, the kind of firsts that really let you know what your missing out on life. 2008 has probably been my most emotional year also. Lots of ups and downs, but I continued to be resilient through everything. In this post I'll be combining automatedhype.blogspot.com and robertalquillera.blogspot.com 's posts and just putting my own twist to both.

08 had some great people. I want to thank everyone who made 08 0great. Especially you, babycakes. Cause your what made life worth it, what made life special to me. However we may end up, I love you. And thank you.

Alec Balatbat- Demnz down for like almost 3 years. One of my first real friends since I moved out here. Since then your like my brother that I never had. Always could kill that boredom with your stupidity and shit. Can't wait for those adventures we'll have when we're older nigga. I love you bro.

Ron Jeremy Camacheeezy- My paatnnahh. He too has been down for a while. I can always count on you for anything. We have almost everything in common and shit. I know what you have been through man, and I'll always be here to help you keep your head up when you need it. My brotha from anotha motha. All love homie.

Brandon Manalo- First friend, scratch that, brother. Nigga was the first fool to actually talk to me when I moved here. Showed me around, introduced me to everyone. Thanks bro, cause without that, I woulda been that kid sitting there in the corner watching everyone having fun with their friends. I know you been through shit too, but you find your way to get through all that. I envy you broski. I'm glad your at that happy place now, I can see it in your face. I know we don't chill as much as before but you're always gonna be my blood brotha.

Randilyn Magaan- Yeah, your my sister, deffinately. That's what dad always says ;]. I love you, since the first day we met, till now. You were always there to cheer me up when I was down, and you always knew when something was wrong even if I denied it. Thank you for everything, all the things you've done for me, and all the things you'll do for me in the future. I know I'm not exactly your favorite person in the world, but I just wanted to say I love you.

Sofia Perez- SOFIEEE DOFIEE LAA DOPYYYY?! Haha, well, I'm really glad I met you this year, you grew to be one of my closest friends and I love talking to you. Even though I always fall asleep when we text xD. I know we both been through alot together, but we're still as close as ever and I never want that to change. I lovee youu I lovee you I loveee youuu much grande chupa.
:D

Lilly Dzebic-Save the bestfriend for last? I know you don't consider yourself as my best friend, or me as yours, but I still look at it that way, and always will. Damn, looking back, you saved me from myself and never let me down. The minute tears started rolling you'd be there to stop them. It coulda been in the middle of class, or 1 am in the morning and you still would've been there to cheer me up. I miss that, dearly. I know that it's not like that anymore, and I KNOW its my fault, and I deserve to be reminded. Your my bestfriend, best, best, best, best. I'm sorry for making things change. I love you.

Best of 08?

Best Pickup:
My Babies

Best Book:
The whole series was great, "Breaking Dawn" of 08 was a great read.

wh

Best Video Game:
Till I hit 10th prestige, this game will be my savior

Best Moment of 08:
This one shouldn't have pictures. ;) Slutface should know.

Best Movie of 08:
Nuff said

Best Artist of 08:
No, it's not weezy.

Best Album of 08:
Joe Joe Bro's are amazing

Best faggot of 08:

Best motto of 08:

Best photo I took in my opinion of 08:

Most Popular Trend:
Flannels

Best Phone of 08:
I cannot live without this thing

Best Gadget of 08:
I love mine.

I would put more but I'm lazy. Have a great New Years everyone. Be safe. And have a great 09.

2008-12-28T11:24:00.000-08:00

Karla's Quincenera.
Woke up at like 8 to get ready, got there at 1030 chillin with the rest of the chambelanes.
Went to mass.
Got at the party, lucky we didn't screw up on anything besides the surprise dance.
Hugo was on it like fuck.

Happy 15 ano's Karla.

What did I wear today?

LOL
few months ago

Merry Xmas, Happy Holidays.

2008-12-25T10:56:00.000-08:00

Family Christmas.
Last year with the Severo Fambam was cooler though.

Enjoy.

20D x Flashed x Gripped

Down in a cigar, roll me up and smoke me cause..

2008-12-22T11:15:00.000-08:00

It's shocking how many kinds of addiction exist. It would be too easy if it were just drugs and booze and cigarettes. I think the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it. I mean, we get addicted for a reason, right? Often, too often, things that start out as just a normal part of your life at some point cross the line to obsessive, compulsive, out of control. It's the high we're chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away .... The thing about addiction is it never ends well, because eventually, whatever it is that was getting us high stops feeling good and starts to hurt. Still, they say you don’t kick the habit until you hit rock bottom, but how do you know when you’re there? Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes letting it go hurts even worse.

You are my high.
You are my ultimate drug.
The difference is, I'm never gonna hit rock bottom.

Weird, I felt ignored today.
Chilled at bayfeeezyyy.

Jerik- *Throws nade, *kill
Ian- "You are my hero"

Mae's uberly awesome xmas present :D

I heard you like bokeh?
Bokeh (derived from Japanese, a noun boke ぼけ, meaning "blurred or fuzzy") is a photographic term referring to the appearance of out-of-focus areas in an image produced by a camera lens using a shallow depth of field.[1] Different lens bokeh produces different aesthetic qualities in out-of-focus backgrounds, which are often used to reduce distractions and emphasize the primary subject.

So I heard you liked light trails?

Have I told you lately, that I love you?

Chapter 8

2008-12-21T10:40:00.000-08:00

Let's take it back one time

1.
What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
aboved the influence, Intercourse.

2.
Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
No resolutions

3.
Did anyone close to you give birth?
No

4.
Did anyone close to you die?
No

5.
What countries did you visit?
0

6.
What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
You

7.
What date(s) from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
January 1, February 3, April 4, May 4, June 4, July 4, August 4, September 4, October 31, November 11, Dec 20-21.

8.
What was your biggest achievement of the year?
You

9.
What was your biggest failure?
Losing you.

10.
Did you suffer illness or injury?
nope.

11.
What was the best thing you bought?
Canon Rebel xti, 50mm, 430ex,18-200mm

12.
Whose behavior merited celebration?
wait wut

13.
Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
After homecoming. o_o

14.
Where did most of your money go?
Clothes, food, shoes, camera.

15.
What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Getting my camera.

16.
What song will always remind you of 2008?
Lemonade-Passion

17.
Compared to this time last year, are you:
Wiser? Yes

Healthier?Yes

Richer? Yes

18.
What do you wish you'd done more of?
Homework

19.
What do you wish you'd done less of?
Chilling

20.
How will you be spending Christmas?
Family

22.
Did you fall in love in 2008?
Yeah.

23.
How many one-night stands?
LOL THE FK

24.
What was your favorite TV program?
I DIDNT HAVE CABLE IN 08 :(

25.
Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
no hate nigga

26.
What was the best book you read?
Twilight,New moon, eclipse, breaking dawn..

27.
What was your greatest musical discovery?
hey wha

28.
What did you want and get?
Your mother

29.
What did you want and not get?
You

30.
What was your favorite film of this year?
Twilight.

31.
What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
In n out, chilled

32.
How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
SCARVES, SKINNY JAWNZ, SB DANK, AYEAYEAYAAYEAYAYEAYAYE
lol
sike.

33.
What kept you sane?
Myself.

34.
Who did you miss?
You

35. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.
Don't let go.

36. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.

Chased the good-life, all my life long, look back on my life, all my life gone, where did I go wrong?

^
agrees with jeremy

I stay flossin on that candy paint, sippin drank

2008-12-20T11:45:00.000-08:00

I still hurt.

Alec's mom had a company party and we waited the tables. -_-

Tried to be chill but you so hot that I melted

2008-12-17T19:35:00.000-08:00

I'm empty. I wish for things to be the same. I've hit the lowest point, I shall stop depending on others to make me happy.

Thomas Jefferson mentioned the "pursuit of happiness" on the declaration of Independence. Did he mean that one will never achieve happiness? Only the journey to achieve that happiness will occur in one's life? I agree with Mr. Jefferson.

Everyone wants happiness, but never truly achieves it.

In the meantime, this guy makes me happy.

Cause your the only ten I see...

2008-12-14T20:04:00.000-08:00

Ew, school tomorrow.

Rock band w/ Alec and Aroyal.

Then to practice for Karlas Quincenera.

What did I wear today?

Oh yeah.

They came out real nice :]

I feel cool cause my name is there.

I want to love you

2008-12-13T22:40:00.000-08:00

Pretty young thang.

Went to Stoneridge with the fam.
Picked up christmas presents.

Then off to watch the frosh bball team.

My pickups?

There goes 300 dollars, I also picked up some Xmas gifts also. haha

Game.

I'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend

2008-12-12T20:00:00.000-08:00

Raise money for the kids for a good Christmas :D
Chill day.

Lucky-Jason Mraz. I don't sing well, thanks.

You never notice...

2008-12-11T18:59:00.000-08:00

It eats at my heart.
I can't explain how hard it is to keep it in me anymore.
Do I believe that everything was a mistake?
Yes.
Do I believe I am at fault?
Yes.
Honestly, this blog will be the only way I will be able to let out how I feel.
I can't accept the fact that this is no more, that this is over, like an era has been demolished.

No, this won't be something I will get over. Cause this will follow me forever. This isn't one of those "just get over it" type of ordeals. This is much bigger than that.

My life is now incomplete, like a corrupted file download, or an unfinished term paper.

Incomplete, yeah, that's the word.

A year ago.

Some niggas...

2008-12-10T21:01:00.001-08:00

Just needa grow the fuck up.

I swear, after 8 years I'd think you'd grown up by now.
Still pullin off some immature bullshit and being that wannabe badass I see.
Just lookin' out for you homie, no needa call my advice homo and shit.

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 10 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 10 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, its because I want to know more about you. Or do I? I don't know? Are you interesting? Would I want to know you better?

1.I'm never fully satisfied. I always need something else, I can never settle for anything in my life. Sometimes I wish I can just be happy with what I have.

2.I procrastinate. More than the average teen, I should be doing my algebra project as of now actually.

3.I always need someone to tell me they care. I feel like I'm nothing without someone loving me.

4.Competition. I'm always looking to be the better, faster, stronger person out there.

5.I'm afraid of being alone. Yes, company.

6.I need everyone around me to behappy. Or somewhat of a happy-go mood. Basically, you sad, I'm sad.

7.I hate running. THE most frustrating exercise I will ever do.

8.Insult me? Get a walk away. Insult my loved ones?. Get a fist in your face.

9.I'm confused.

10.Girls with nice hair.

fact 11. I will miss you

Cause I heard em say..

2008-12-09T20:46:00.000-08:00

School
Danielles dance recital

The thing about my baby it don't matter if your black or white

2008-12-08T18:06:00.000-08:00

Chill day at school, good way to start off the week.

And every day, I miss you more and more.

Enjoy. I tried out my Black and white skills. haha

Periodic table. HAHA

I come home, and I find 10k sitting on the table from Magat Video funds. gheezus.

Two puffs and I'm gone

2008-12-07T20:34:00.000-08:00

Christmas time is rolling up, I shall need to start saving up for presents for you fuckers.

Every Christmas there always seems to be something new for me. New place, new people, or a new experience. This Christmas I hope things will stay the same, cause I am happy where I am, physically, and mentally.

Funny, 2 years ago, this exact date, I moved 5,000 miles from New Jersey to live in this interesting town of San Lorenzo. Not knowing what to expect. Honestly, I hated it. The beginning was rough, but through it all, I end up now with the greatest friends and experiences of my life. You, my friends, are what makes this place home. I could talk so much shit about living here, but through it all, its everything to me now.

2 years, heh, I love you guys.
-Alec
-Jeremy
-Randilyn
-Lilly
-Zaira
-Sofia
-Brandon
-Archie
-Aroyal

Life wouldn't be like this for me if it wasn't for any of you.
Thanks for the memories.

Especially you, Ms. Magaan. For being there, no matter how much I complained about shit you didn't care about. For giving me that one hug I needed. I love you, yeah, your my sister, nothings ever gonna change that.

Halo at my house?

Then some of that Madden?

MADDEN GAME FACES!?

BONUS!
THANKSGIVING OF 07!?!?!?!?!?

My boy..

2008-12-07T09:46:00.000-08:00

Pacman did it again.

I hate those filipino commentators^

He was consistent throughout the whole fight, and I'm glad all his Hollywood and Politic bullshit didn't distract him as much this fight.

Winter Ball wasn't as fun as I thought it would be, but I had a good time.
Everyone, I mean everyone, including Mr.Bailon was trying to keep everyone else updated on who was winning the match, Randilyn wins the obsession trophy there.

I had a fun night, no pictures today.

Boys and girls, listen again...

2008-12-05T21:05:00.000-08:00

Thank god its Friday.
Winter Ball tomorrow.
Got my tickets for me and my date.
:]
Be chill.

Enjoy

Cause right now its says that we, cant come to the phone

2008-12-04T19:48:00.000-08:00

It hit me, freshman year, I need to do well. I've realized school is my priority and I must keep up with all my grades. No more F's for me.

Don't give me no muthafukin problems.
Shit don't even have to do with me.
Just fuck it and keep it movin'.
Keep your head up and don't let anyone bring you down.
Heads up, dreams high. Late.

SIGN MOVEMENT BITCH

This is how we chill, from 93' till.

2008-12-02T21:11:00.000-08:00

Jeremy got his Canon XS.
Chill day.

It's almost Christmas.
:]

I love it when you call me big poppa

2008-11-28T11:03:00.000-08:00

Black friday.
Long line.
Circuit City.
Word to Jeremy.

PICKUPS!? webcam :D

Fk a turkey

2008-11-27T10:07:00.000-08:00

It's not like Filipinos eat it anyways.

Today I truly am thankful.
For everything I do have.
Friends, yes they come and go, but the ones that stay are truly ones I should be thanking.
My health, I realized that not many are capable of living a healthy lifestyle as I do, and I pray for those who are of ill.
My conveniences, c'mon now, I'm typing in an ONLINE DIARY on my LAPTOP in my 3 STORY HOUSE. Shit, life never used to be this fucking laid back for me, so I'm thankful not for the stuff I have, for the times that led up to this moment, the hardships my parent went through for me to have these things in my possession.
Hah, my family.
Though we aren't the perfect bunch, they care for me like no other, and I am most thankful for them.

Hearing about everyone going out to eat with all of their families, it saddens me a bit. Knowing I won't have that for a while. I miss going to my cousins house and eating with them. Growing up with Miko is something else I am thankful for. My time back in New Jersey, home, is something that I won't have back for a while. But I'll live with it. I have my new family now, my friends, some more than friends.

Thank you all.

I finally finished Breaking Dawn.
It's weird, I fell in love with this series, and now I can't follow their lives anymore.
It's come to a point where I loved all the characters like they weren't fiction.

The end.

The beat goes boom, ba boom ba boom.

2008-11-26T21:36:00.000-08:00

Let's bring it back one time

I got my better lighting, just a tad bit blurry.

Anyone want aquas? 100 dollars.

Guess who I ran into?

Got summa hatin on me cause I'm hotter than the sun

2008-11-25T18:38:00.000-08:00

Tennis conditioning. FOR THE LOSE.

All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending

2008-11-24T09:43:00.000-08:00

Woke up quick?
at about noon?
just thought that I had to be in Comp.....

okay jk

:D

Day just started off, thought I'd post up some shots I took this morning.

Wake up Jerik!

So wanted better lighting here

Oh how time flies...

FINALLY PICKED UP MY 50mm!

Three cheers for sweet revenge

2008-11-23T12:31:00.000-08:00

Hah, fuck you pops.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
Fuck you.
You don't love me, all you fucking care about is what you want. Not what's best for me.
Calling yourself my father, hah, you've never been there for me.
Buy the shit I want? Shits not the same.
You were never there to teach me how to ride a bike.
Never there to tuck me in.
All you did was work all day and yell at me if I did something wrong.
Some dad you are.
Me? I'll be a better dad than you'll ever be, bitch.

Off the wall like vans logos

2008-11-22T08:56:00.000-08:00

------IF YOU ARE GOING TO TAKE A PICTURE, SAVE IT TO YOUR OWN PHOTOBUCKET FIRST

Goodbye monkey.

New banner.

Got bored.
Ill post pics later.

I really want a burrito. goodbye :D

-------------------EDIT POST--------------------------

Jeremys cousins 1st birthday.
Word to Alec, Robert, Brandon, Rolo, Mindy, and Romar.
Latez.

Grab ya glocks

2008-11-21T07:12:00.001-08:00

--------IF YOU WANT TO TAKE ANY PICTURES, SAVE THEM TO YOUR OWN PHOTOBUCKET FIRST----------------

Who gets posted in the hypebeast thread nowadays?

Joey does.
http://hypecrew. com/forum/showpost. php?p=1469144&postcount=3022

TWILIGHT TODAY?

FOR THE MOTHERFUCKING WIN.
:D

--------------------------EDIT POST---------------------------------

Entering Thanksgiving break the good way? Oh yes indeed.

Rebel Vision!

RESEARCH PAPER ON GANDHI!?

Hello Twilight

Cause you and I, both love

2008-11-19T19:14:00.000-08:00

Can't anyone just get information from me anymore? Instead of hearing it from other people? It pisses me off the way some people tell me what I feel, tell me what I think, or what I'm going to do. The last time I checked I was the one in control of my own self. Then when it comes down to it, I'm the one that feels like shit cause I'm the one that wants everyone else around me to be happy. I'm done with being the one caught in the middle of everything. I'm sick of being screwed over. I'm tired of not being capable to be whatever you, or anyone else wants. I hate it. I'm done.

And for you, hah.
You never loved me. It's funny how I've been replaced so fast, not once, but twice. I believed everything you said to me from the beginning. A bunch of bullshit. Everything I told you was the truth, and will stay the truth.

Life's a bitch.
and fuck mine.

I got 5 on it

2008-11-16T09:14:00.001-08:00

Oh baby you, got what I need, but you say I'm just a friend

2008-11-15T18:41:00.001-08:00

Finally, picked up my 430ex. Been waiting awhile.

People that deserve to be called friends, will always be there.
Temporary guides will be acquaintances.

Know your real friends, love, family.
Cause I know I do, for now.

My dads old&new setup.

I never sleep, cause sleep is the cousin of death

2008-11-14T21:04:00.000-08:00

Stereotyping irritates the crap out of me. No I am not rocker, nor am I gangster. No, Just because I'm Asian does not mean I'm smart, or I'm rich. Just because I collect sneakers, does not mean my life revolves around them. No, just because I'm from New Jersey means I have an accent or I've met a guido. Just because I'm a teenager doesn't mean I'm a stoner or a vandal.

Just because..
Don't stereotype.
Get to the core.
Don't stare at the skin.

School, long, normal day.
I'm failing algebra. How nice.
Finally able to begin reading Breaking Dawn.

Saw the "One Act Play" at SLZ.
Was really impressed, didn't expect it to be so funny.
Me and Alec got in for free after for looking broke.
Nevermind, scratch "looking" and replace it with "being".
Dope night.

Finally got my haircut.

My wall, definitely a work in progress. It's getting there though.

The view of the moon from my window. Not so great I know.

Me back in 6th grade. My was I a silly young lad.

I've been lonely, I've been waiting for you

2008-11-13T20:12:00.000-08:00

I'm pretending, but that's all I can do.

Forget me?
That's nice I guess.
I love how when you talk to me the tone makes me believe I was never anything to you.
Maybe that is true.
It's nice you got that something new.
That something you always wanted.
That I could never give.
Glad your happy.
Later.

Ever been forgotten?
It's a mixed feeling I guess. I believe if someone forgets you, they're not worth a second thought, but you have that gut feeling that someone has erased you from their life. That may be a good or bad thing. Either way, shit happens, life goes on.

Keep it movin.

Bad nights, Bad fights, yeah fuck yo life.

Later. Meaningless post. I thought I had to let some shit out there.

We gon sip bacardi like its yo burfday

2008-11-12T19:00:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to me.

Thank you Lyn,Sofia,Lilly,and Margarita for the presents.

Yes, even the Zack Efron balloon.

I love the dvd :]

Thanks to all who greeted me a happy birthday. It was.

What did I wear today? Agh, felt like shit in the morning.

We gon through too much bullshit just to mess with these drunk and hot girls...

2008-11-12T18:52:00.000-08:00

Early birthday weekend.
First time I spent time with my parents in a while. It was nice to see them again.

Things I want for my birthday?
-430 external flash
-Cement IVs
-New clothes
-Someone who's always there for me.

I got the last one on my list.
And that's all I'll ever need.
As I grow older, I've noticed the material things aren't what makes me happy, spending time with the people I love is all I could ever ask for.

Mainland consigment prices are crazy. Fuck an sb.

Shot of the night?

DUNKXCHANGE

2008-11-08T23:00:00.000-08:00

Dope.

Slept over at Jeremys.
Woke up at 4 am.
Eric came to Jeremys.
Went to City Nights at 730ish.

Word to Jeremy,Brandon,Eric,Robert,Rolo,Mindy,Chris,Jed,Renjie,Karl,Gabe, and others.

My pickups?

And, Jpacks,and Vans x Perf

I smoke kush, i pop beans..

2008-11-07T06:06:00.001-08:00

Interesting Read. The FOUR people you will meet in life.

Life is the process of finding love; every person will need to find four people in their life.

The first person is you; the second person is the one you love most, the third person is the one who love you most, and the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with.

-First in life, you will meet with the one whom you love most, and learn how love feels. You will learn how love feels, so you can find the person who loves you the most. When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most. Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.

Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person.

The one you love most doesn't love you. The one who loves you most is never the one you love most. And the one you spend your life with is never the one you love most or the one who loves you most. He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.

Which person are you in other people's life?

No person will purposely have a change of heart. At that point in time, when he loves you, he really loves you. But when he doesn't love you anymore,he really doesn't love you anymore. When he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't. Same goes, when he loves you no longer, there's no way he can pretend he loves you.

When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you, you must ask yourself if you still love him. If it so happens that you don't love him anymore, do not keep him just to save your pride. If you still love him, you should wish him happiness and hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it. If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don't love him, And if you don't love him, what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart?

Love is not possessive. If you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin. But the moonlight still shines upon you. In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person. Let him become a permanent memory in you life. If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is. Love him for his good points, and the bad. You can't wish for him to become what you like him to be just because you love him.

When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him. You only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person be with you. Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criterias. In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end. Being away from each other is a type of test; if the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat. Real love will never become hate.

When two people are in love, they love to ask each other to swear, to make promises. Why do they ask each other to swear and promise? Because they don't trust each other, they don't trust their lover. These swears and promises are useless. Till the sky falls, till the ocean dries, my love for you will never change! We all know that the sky will never fall and that the ocean will never dry. And if it does happen, will we even be alive?

Be careful when making promises; don't make promises that you cannot keep.Swear by things that can never happen, because it can never happen, so no harm just saying it casually.

Remember, swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching!

And for you myspace cats....
-Stop acting like your hard on the internet, but won't live up to your words in real life. Remember, nobody likes an e-thug.
-Kids, stop posting yourself as GaNGsT3RZ and whores. No ones impressed. Seeing 11 year olds dressed like tricks and holding their guns. Hah, cool that shit down.
-We don't give a fuck about your pc4pc bulletins.
-Yes, we know your ugly in real life, so stop with the angles.
-Myspace is not life, so if I don't comment you back, don't get a tittie attack.
-For those who take pictures with your Sup3r C00L SNEAKZ in a faggot ass pose. GTFO.
-For you depressed muthafuckas, stop posting bulletins about you cutting yourself, give a fuck about yourself before we can give a fuck about what you do.
-For those of you who date through myspace, stop kidding yourselves.
-Yes, you look wack.

Pics later on in the day.
School time.

Be Safe. Later. Peace.

And thats enough money to buy her some new pairs,of new airs,cause her baby daddy dont really care

2008-11-06T19:38:00.000-08:00

Today went by a bit faster then I wanted it to.
I push people away.

Talented much?

Top turn offs on a girl?
-Make up (just show off natural beauty)
-Talkative (its nice to have a conversation, but some girls are just O_O)
-Trackstar (I don't need anyone thats been around)
-Drugs (Yes, I am a hypocrite)
-Trying too hard (Go with the flow)
-Self esteem (Enough that it wouldn't be called conceited)

Sleep over at Jeremys tomorrow?
Then dunkxchange on saturday?
For the win?
My goal this saturday

I will sleep happy if I obtain those.

MYSPACE ANGLES FTW

My president is black

2008-11-05T18:10:00.000-08:00

He told you he got this.

Chill day. Skipped with the broskis. Thanks to everyone who asked me what was wrong. Thanks for caring.

On to the pics

Fucking PYRO

As a matter o fact I was the one who said I loved you first

2008-11-04T18:45:00.000-08:00

Today went by extremely fast. I forgot how great it was to talk about how you felt. I love how it gets so dark so early now.

New president, everyone get ready.
He got this.

Left for school way to fucking early. Woke up at 6. Here's the face to prove it.

Wore my Black Cements. No matter how cracked they are, I'll keep wearing them till they deteriorate. My babies.

I love rain

Off to school

Mine and Lenas Locker :D

MODED

UN-MODED I LOVE JANELLE<333333333

Chilled at the construction site with the neighbors. Word to Monica and Phil.

Ended off the day...

Young mayne for president, ill probably paint he white house black if it was my residence

2008-11-03T17:35:00.001-08:00

Sometimes, I worry about you. I get this feeling that I need to be there to comfort you. I wasn't there for you today. I know that. I know you probably think I'm mad at you, nothings your fault, I'm just the type to end up being a bad friend.

It's wet outside and Alecs sleeping on my bed. What the fuck.

Tomorrow, there WILL be a new president. For the past 8 years the same guy has screwed us over. Bush has been leader for most of my life. About time for a new change. Time for the government to give the power back to the people, where it fucking belongs.

Oh man....way back. Good times. Good friggen' times.

Tomorrow morning when you wake up, and the sun does not appear

2008-11-02T17:41:00.000-08:00

I, I will be here.
To my little sister.
Yeah, I can't sing, my bad if I broke your speakers.

Dope ass weekend.

mmmmm the smell of Pho in the morning

Off to Target. Made a lightbox. Got my copy of Breaking Dawn. I sleep happy. Oh, thank god daylight savings.

Boutta turn a nigga house to a haunted house

2008-10-31T21:37:00.000-07:00

Oh man. I'm sitting in Alecs room in here w/ my nigga Jeremeezy. Today, good day. No problems, all smiles. We good, we good.

Later tonight. Hello happy town.

Cinnamon Challenge!

We breakin' up again, we makin up again, but we don't love no more, i guess we fuckin then.

2008-10-30T19:00:00.000-07:00

People change. That's how life is, we're born, we get older, grow up, move on. Change is hard, for me especially. Some people aren't used to other people changing, or the change happening to themselves with that matter. It's going to happen, you can't stop it. You'll eventually get tired of that ice cream, and move on to another flavor. Adapt to your change, whether its for better or worse, live with it to make it part of who you are.

Bomb threat today. Some people should just chill with that shit. Not even cool.

Oh how the years go by..

Then

Beginning of 7th grade

Now

Still the ugly ass fucker I used to be.

Yeah, who's hyped up for dxc?
See me there. Say wsup you ISS fuckers.

Some people just never cease to amaze me.

"i don't know what to feeeeeel. I feel happy, i feel sad, I feel stupid, I feel great. I feeeel, abosolutley mortified. Absolutley amazed."

Yes, I am fucking excited.

My niggas? My niggas.

2008-10-29T20:28:00.000-07:00

I learned that friends keep you moving. Well, keep me moving at least. Even when I was at one of the lowest points in my life, there's always that one person that won't ask me whats wrong, but that person will sit there and hug me. And they'll tell me how much I mean to them. No, I don't need anyone sympathy, I need the assurance that I made some impact on your life. That's what drives me. That's what keeps me going.

The broskis came over to my house.
Chilled.

Woke up at 530.

Introducing....Alecs plaid boxers.

:mrgreen:

kids, do not play with fire unless your certified idiots like us

Somewhere far along the road he lost his soul, to a woman so heartless

2008-10-28T07:42:00.000-07:00

So I woke up, feeling like complete shit. So I'm here sitting in my bathroom typing this. I should be in school by now, but I guess I'm skipping 1st & 2nd block. I want to get away from everything, I want things to be the same like before. Ever since high school started I've been so stressed out. Luckily I've had a few friends to keep me going through, but I need myself to actually bring myself up.

I picked up Eclipse from the library yesterday. It's gonna keep me pre-occupied I guess.

I said I quit the shoe game, but there's some notable grails. If I achieve them, I'm really off everything.
-White Cement III
-True Blue III
-Cement IV
-Grape v

If I obtain all of those, my life would be complete.

-----UPDATE-------

I feel like shit. I deserve to die. No one should ever tell me I amount to anything because I don't. I'm sorry, I'm sorry for what I've done in the past. I wanna start fresh, I want to get away from anything. Get me away, take me away. Please.

No,
I am not here to bring you sadness
nor despair
I am not here to hurt you
or your loved ones
I am not here to wreak havoc
I am not hear to bring you down
I am not here to disappoint you
I am not here for you to yell at me
I am not here for your mugging looks
I am not here for your hate
I'm here to love you
I'm here to be everything you need me to be
I'm here to be protection
I'm here to be your umbrella in the rain
I'm here to take away your sorrows
I'm here to be your sheid
I'm here for your needs
I'm here for you
I'm here for me

Anyways, I forgot to post up my light trails from a few nights ago.
Enjoy

By the way, anyone want some Bucks?

Got bored during class, doodled for a bit.
My interpretation of the lightly used term "Hypebeast"

I wanna scream so loud for you, cause I'm so proud of you

2008-10-27T21:09:00.000-07:00

Today, I realized just to let things roll. To not stress about things, and not think about the future.

Speaking of the future, list of things I want to do before I die?

-Throw a house party
-Be in a band at one point
-Visit the Philippines
-Move back home
-Jump off a plane
-See Metallica live
-See my kids grow up
-Own every sneaker grail I ever wanted
-Scuba diving
-Rock Climbing
-There's a bit more, but I'm way lazy.

Anyways, chill day I guess.
PE was highly disturbing

After school, wii at Alecs house!

Afraid to hurt

2008-10-26T17:07:00.000-07:00

Today, I noticed that i'm more afraid to hurt someone then to actually care for them. I hate losing people, but sometimes thats just how things roll. Sitting here, the only thing that can hurt me the most, is to be at the fault of hurting someone else that I deeply care for. Whatever, sometimes I have to let things go.

First love never dies. I am a witness.

Anyways, since I'm on things I'm afraid of, might as well make a list also.

-Spiders
-Heights
-My dad
-Being single the rest of my life
-Death
-Closed spaces
-Being broke
-Walking alone
-My parents dying
-Ghosts
-The ocean
-Flying
-Algebra
-Hurting people I love.

A message to someone:
Take risks. Don't look forward into the future. Do whats best for the both of you, and be happy. Think through your heart, not your head.

ohhh self portraits

New lense

2008-10-26T08:37:00.000-07:00

-Flea Market.
-Best Buy, where my aunt complained the shit out of the employees. Yeah, she won.
-Circuit City, dad got a new tv.
-Hollywood Video.
-Wolf Camera, Finally picked up a new lense, now i can shoot again. :D

I learned that today, its not about the things you buy to make you happy. It's the time you spend with the people you love. Yeah my dad got a thousand dollar tv, yeah i got a new lense worth 400 dollars, but the time I spent with my family today, i haven't done that in a while. Everyone was in a great mood, and i liked it.

Later. Peace. Be safe.

St Johns fest part 2

2008-09-14T20:52:00.000-07:00

chill day

robert x jeremy x archie x babybabybabybabybabybabybaby

St Johns fest part 1

2008-09-13T20:30:00.000-07:00

chill day
p1n0y1nvas10n x robsofresh x bayhead510 ;]

Later guys.

What Did I Wear Today?

School/Volleyball game

2008-09-10T18:31:00.000-07:00

-School
-Catching grapes
-SLZ junior and varsity volleyball team losing
-W/baby
-Great weather. <3

I'm tired. Time to release on my guitar.

What did I wear today?

Random Adam Bomb pic

Oh and, buy my Brian Andersons. sz 8.5 90 dollars. ;)

Home all day

2008-09-07T14:46:00.000-07:00

Homework.
Texting.
Washing the car.
Learning that eating a carton of ice cream is not healthy.
Hello school tomorrow.
It's starting to cool down now, thank god.
And for the first time in a really long time, I have my own room. I finally get to feel the freedom I once had before. Ah.

And every day I grow to love you more and more

OMFG NEW ROOM!

Stoneridge.In N Out.

2008-09-06T14:31:00.000-07:00

Haven't posted in a bit.

Copped robs rayguns.
Headed out to stoneridge with the fam.
Animal Fries x Double Double.
Shitload of homework.
Getting to know more of you.
Copped flannel.

There were times where i thought you were all i ever needed. Now i know your all i need.

2008-08-25T19:18:00.000-07:00

First day of highschool, hello real world.

1st Block-Man chris x jon ftmfw. lulz. and monica or whatever her name is. and then margarita ends up in most of my classes too, the fuck.
Lunch-Burger King. Getting lost. Losing Phil.
2nd Block-Coach Wright yelling at us and calling us ugly.
3rd Block-Vanderwerff, I can tell this is my sleeping class.
4th Block-Reminded me of Ms.Paulin's back in 7th grade. Deonte is fucking stupid.

Overall, I see high school as a new beginning. New people, new friends, and new experiences. I'm both nervous and excited for the next 4 years of my life.

4408<3
Later. Be Safe. Peace

Union Landing X Stoneridge

2008-08-11T22:04:00.000-07:00

No pics today, forgot my camera at home. Ate Christine came to visit me today from Jersey. I haven't seen her in the past 2 years, so it was a treat seeing her again. Picked her up from Bayfair Bart, then picked up baby. After, my parents dropped us off at Jollibee, and spent like an hour there just talking and catching up on times. We then go to borders for my baby, cause shes sucha dork like that. I noticed babe was acting like a total kid today, it was so cute. After Borders, we went to Century 25 to watch Pineapple Express, which was pretty hilarious btw, Ate and babe wouldn't stop laughing. xD. My dad took us to Stoneridge right after where I got my baby what she wanted. They take forever at Wet Seal and Forever 21. o_o I love them though. Then we had dinner at Cheesecake Factory,thanks Ate btw, and that's how we ended our day.

I love baby&xtine.

Later. Be Safe. Peace

No one's ever gonna love you more than me

2008-08-08T00:09:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry i never show it. The things you've said to me made me realize that I'm so much full of bull. I never really believed it before, but now i know, but its just too late for that. I'm the worst guy a girl can have. Yeah, I'm crying, but i've told you a million times i only do it for you. I'm sorry i just hung up like that, i tend to do that i know, but i really do mean it when i said i hoped you were happy. I really do, cause you know my main goal was to always make you happy, i guess i kinda failed at that didn't i? Aah, so yeah, im looking for where the hell my phone went, eh, whatever. Sorry for wasting your past 4 months, it really was the greatest times ill ever have. Its weird ya know? Id rather have 4 months with you than forever with anyone else. Well, i dont expect you to red this, i dont expect you to believe any of this "bullshit" im saying anyway,really,its fine. I guess im gonna hit the bed now. Feels different when im not with you anymore.

Later. Be Safe. I still love you.

Anniversary x The Hundreds

2008-08-07T15:46:00.000-07:00

8.4.08
Haven't updated in a bit. I spent the day with babe for our anniversary. Just chilled at my house ;). She stayed in my arms, and it was so right. Quality time. I love you.

8.5.08
Picked up my baby for part 2 of anniversary. Originally we were gonna walk her dog around but it was scared of me. -_-. So we decided to go to Bayfair. There I got her Breaking Dawn, the book. I just loved seeing her smile when she got it. :] Then I took her for lunch at Alohana, spam masubi ftmfwFTMFW. We took pictures on one of those photobooth things. Then we walked ALL THE WAY to her house again. But it was worth it, I got to be with her.

Forever&Always<3

8.7.08
Last night Jeremy and Rob asked if I wanted to go to TH, i agreed. lawl. I left the house hella early to encounter speeches from jeremys grandma and some halo. We waited for Rob to come home for like an hour, and then off to SF. I got there hella juiced, so then we walked to TH. I took a few shops on the way. When we got there we saw a line, ah, that was unexpected. "There goes all my mediums"-Rob. I picked up a tee,antenna ball, and a keychain for Robert. After we decide to go to Niketown and Rob gets a boner from all those Hyperdunks. We cop some free posters too. wooot. We go to h&m and urban outfitters where and "bought" some Kid Robot toy things.HAHAHA. joshsteez. Then off back home. Overall today was a good day.

WHATDIDWEWEARTODAY!?
Me-Powder X's
Robert-Flashes
Jeremy-Takashi II's

PICS FROM TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Later. Be Safe. Peace

LAWLERSKATEZZZZ.

2008-08-01T22:10:00.000-07:00

Yay, I'm on my baby's blog! This is Zaira, by the way. His most amazing wife and babycakez.<3 Right now, I'm talking to him on the phone, telling our I love you's. Now he's telling me to hold on. Okay, I'll wait for ya, baby.

I'm pretty much writing on his blog tonight and he's pretty much writing on my blog tonight. He wanted to write on my blog, so I let him. He's so frickenn cute! I love his voice.<333

Today, my day was good. Me and pookiebear worked things out yesterday. He ran to my house and he knew I wouldn't answer the door for him. But my mother forced me to talk to him, so we were talking in my backyard. We kissed&& made up. My brother and dad were taking a video of us. It was super annoying. My mom keeps saying that I'm totally in love with the guy. I get it, it's annoying, but I know she gets annoyed sometimes whenever I say I miss him and that I really love him mucho much. My head is aching super bad. I didn't even wanna go on the computer today, but I got bored and this was the only thing that could keep me occupied. I didn't go anywhere today, just stayed home, be a lazyass. I did do laundry, so that's good! I bitched at my mother and brother again. My brother started annoying me again, then my mom kept taking his side, so I got mad. THEN BAM! Ya know how it went. I know pookie does. I gotta say, I really am totally in love with the guy.<3

...

Now I forgot what I was gonna say next! Ugh, I'm so stubborn, I don't listen to my pookiebear. XD

Oh yeah! I still gotta finish reading my books! Cause tomorrow is Breaking Dawn! God, I am so excited for the book. Make my mother pay for it, haha. I cannot wait for my curling iron and bikinis from my father! He promised. He better not break the promise or I'll cry and not talk to him anymore. -_____________-

OH! And the other thing I wanted to say is that I still gotta do that video for my pookie, but then.. I'm still unsure how the song goes. So he's been helping me. And I am totally improving. =D

Anyways! I guess that's it. I love my baby, so much. If YOU like him, you're probably jealous that he's all mine and we're gonna get married when we grow up. =)

Read what my baby wrote on my blog; http://www.ticklemezaira.blogspot.com

I laahhveee you baby.<3

2008-07-31T18:13:00.000-07:00

btw, i still love you. :/

Later. Be safe. Peace.

day with babe

2008-07-23T23:02:00.000-07:00

Woke up. First time i've been excited this summer. I get to chill with my girlfriend for the first time since a month ago. Took a shower. Dressed up. Decided to rock teh cements, and left the house. Started power walking, hella excited and shit. Then i see her, ahhhhhhhhhhhh, great shit. We chill at bayfeezy, babe is hella lazyass walker. Walk around target for a bit. Relax on the mall benches. Then decide to go to alecs house. We chill thurr for a bit and i get whooped by alec in brawl. Spending time with zaira again, just made me feel great again. I guess I've been down lately, but just being able to hold her just made everything better. Babe i love you.

You, are the one for me. No other girl will strike me like you do. I will love you always, no doubt, your my everything. Baby, i love you. <3

Later. Be safe.

Haven't posted in a bit...

2008-07-18T11:15:00.000-07:00

So yeah, this week hasn't really been great. Chilled down at frisco, went to alecs, slept all week. Fried calamari, jumbo jacks, and sinigang was consistent. Nothing interesting.

i love you babe.

"Since we all came from women, got our name from women, and our game from women, I wonder why we take from women, why we rape our women, why do we hate our women? I think its time we killed for our women, be real to our women, try to heal our women, because if we don't we'll have a race of babies that will hate the ladies, who make the babies. Since a man can't make one he has no right to tell a woman when and where to create one."
- Tupac Shakur

flickr.com/jerikfernandez <---pics i took this week

Rough Day

2008-07-10T19:46:00.000-07:00

Slept at the parents job last night. Then spent some quality time with them. I was mostly just sitting and watching tv though. Got in a rough sitation with babe. Didn't really get to talk to her today. Decided to go shoot some hoops, so i slapped on some beaters and went to the park. When i came back home my mom asked what i wanted to eat and i asked for steak. "Maa, I haven't had steak in helllllllaaaaaaaaa long, i want some". I decided to un-ds the new loves i got from Robert. So we drive to Lucky's to pick up some steak. I picked up a 4 pack of redbull as well. I used to run on that shit last summer, ALL NIGHTER CHATS WITH JEREMY x JONATHAN x BRANDON x ARMAN x RACQUEL ftmfw. We got home, my dad cooked the steak, i took a nap. Woke up to the smell of t-bone, man that shit was good. After that, i decided to read more of "New Moon". Ah, i love babe for introducing me to this series, even though i don't really have time to read it much. Parents dropped me off at home, and i came home to some De La Lows I've been waiting a week for. They really look better in person. Ima go chat it up with a few ISSers now.

Babe, i love you. Always will. I'm sorry for all the stupid shit that I do. Thanks for being mine. <3 ily.

Later. Be Safe.

Came home to these...

Hot day

2008-07-08T17:19:00.001-07:00

Woke up at 830 am. I've noticed I don't really like to sleep past 10. Ahhh whatever, so yeah. Ate breakfast, decided to take a walk. Then came back, and the input jack plate for my guitar i ordered from ebay finally came in. It took 2 weeks after i ordered it, and i payed like 6 bucks for shipping, gheez. I can't even use the it since i broke my guitar trying to fix it. Got on the computer, then i looked at Roberts listings, i saw his ds BMP pack and thought about it. They grew on me since the first time i saw em, so i decided to try and cop. So i went to his house, copped for 230. Came home a happy kid. Not much happened today besides that, now i'm being a myspace whore. Hopefully theres gonna be another chat room with the team malugay. Well, I'm done for today.

Later. Be safe.

oh and, i love you baby. <3 ;]